If given the opportunity, I would… no questions asked, no need for an answer, just seeing you would give me the strength I feel that I need.
I know, you don't agree, but how much nicer would it be to be able to lean against you?
No doubt I wish that I could, more than ever.
No one can stand in your place, your shoes, your whole being… I don't blame those who feel that they don't measure up, because truly, they don't.
I was right all along when I said how much you've changed me, changed the way I see life and ultimately, the way I see death.
I have made better choices than before, and I learn something new every day of my life.
Today, I have learned that no matter how much you may want something to turn out, it doesn't happen that way.
Had that been the case, you would be here with me, holding me, loving me, talking with me, and living each day beside me.
I would take care of you, as you would me and I would smile again, the way only you could make me smile.
I miss you more every day. I love you so very much.
I hope I see you again someday…
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About the author: Freelance writer. Live in Los Angeles and taking life one day at a time.