my darling baby girl

so precious yet so small

left me in 13 days to excat

i remember the moring i awoke to your life less body and relized that your world has ended and so has mine. it was suppose to be different on mothers day, you were suppose to awake and be in my arms not the other way around. i was suppose to give you your morning feeding and a bath and your little sister was going to smother you in kisses like she usually does, but not today you are rushed away in a ambulance to the hospital so they can try with all there might to bring you back, but it was too late the came and took away my baby girl they could not give me a second chance to do it all over a gain. so now we kiss goodbye and i touch you for the last time . we give kisses and i try to pretend that ill be fine, but i keep breaki9ng down because i want you back, i want to change diapers see you walk hear you cry, hear you talk, i just want to hold my faith again. i want you soo bad that hurts to think sleep and eat. i just want my baby back....