If tomorrow you should wake to find,

that the lord has called me home.

If tonight I heard him calling me,

and you were left to carry on.

Take faith in all the love we shared,

for our hearts had beat as one.

Listen to the song inside,

of the broken heart, that must live on.

For you are still apart of me,

and I apart of you.

And it's the love we shared in life.

that lights the way to see you through.

For life is just a passing thought,

a moment in God's plan.

But we all must take the journey home,

when guided by God's hand.

And when we meet on the other side,

all storm clouds rolled away.

Our souls shall walk in the perfect light,

of God's eternal day.

With morning light, I dry my eye's and slowly push the pain inside. I'll keep it in a hidden place, where they can't see it on my face.

A brand new day get on with life. I'm still a mother, still a wife. Crawl out of bed put on the smile. if only for a little while.

When people ask me how I feel, Oh I'm just fine and how are you? They'll never know it isn't true. I keep the sorrow locked away, so they'll believe the words I say.

I hear them say that I'm so strong, but deep inside I know thier wrong. For breathing seems sometimes a task. It's getting hard to wear this mask.

This mask that hides the pain inside, I put it on the night you died. It hides the agony of living on, after one of your childrens gone.

They say that time can heal all wounds, but I know that this can't be. For there's not enough time that can go by, to free me from this misery.

And late at night when it's just me. I slip off my mask and set my tears free. For from myself this pain I can't hide, it's always there, it's always inside.

I am getting fed of up

of you always being in my head

why can't you just go

your already dead!

Your pissing me off in

such a werid way

this anger and pain which

is still there at the end of the day

I get so tense and

it takes it's toll

get so angry and

so out of control

I hide my anger

deep inside of me

so that i can put a brave face on

and that way no one can see

The pain i am going through

and where is it from

something that happened 9years ago

and thats been and gone!

It like your face haunts me

in my dream

and the pain i feel

makes me wanna scream

Everything has chnaged

and i am not the same

the whisper of heartache

when i read your name

The tiny little hole

and the photo in the bin

the pain cutting through

just like blood and adrenaline

Your tiny little hand

which always seems clam

the letters of your name

printed on my arm

the big dented print

which left a scare

but when i looked i new

you werent far

I can't carry on

it like your running my life

what next

il cut my wrist with knife

then il be like you

burried and dead

with no one to talk to

and going mental in your head

My heart is full of anger

and i feel you are to blame

when you left me that day

my head went up with a flame

Thne redness on my face

like i was going to kill

then i watched my mum cry

as i stood stannding still

she screaming your name

and me i was there

nothing but in the way

that the love you share

i still stand here now

like i am going to kill

then i got a life

and a dream to fill

So i geuss i got to do that

before its to late

i geuss your not my brother

just a long lost mate

something that was here

9years ago

someone so caring

but we will never no

so it was nice seeing ya

when you were around

but then the blood rushed

and killed you to the ground

but i geuss thats life

as it passes you

oh yeah i nearly forgot

to say bye to you to

Just like you did to me

you never said bye

you just left me with

the tears to cry

But don't forget me

and guide me with your hand

and i geuss it one set footprints

that now lay on the sand